randome christmas

I love christmas. The world is a little nicer. And I get to shop for a reason.  I am greatly anticipating christmas this year!!!! The older kids know what’s going on- and they still believe in santa (i think it’s cool I never believed in santa) and J gets excited really easily and knows how to open gifts. My families…. I think it’ll be fun too. Well at least we all will have somehting to talk about after our gatherings.  I hope this year my anderton family (as a whole) will finally accept my children as actual- real- true family members, and not as some one elses blood  (blood is only as thick as you make it). It would be cool.  I always get warm fuzzies from my memories. I have so many memories of christmas past- many people, food, laughter. I have bad memories too. But you take the bad while expecting good, and live your life like you dream. Do good things for others, unselfishly and a million miles outside your comfort zone. Oh and I love our new church- it’s so cool.